let's blame a hard drive failure, destiny of anyone on such a machine;
let's blame her fifth grey hair, which is really quite silver and blends almost not-so-poorly with the semi-golden ones and enjoys the privilege of being the first not to be yanked;
let's blame politics, where her energy has fled; she's quite upset by the oil-leak;
and the rest of the time she's watching japanimé.
and then there is work.