Really

. . .

. . . .

have someone loved say over and over
help me
have over and over grab as can hands
want to be pulled out
of bed
out of
into new plain . . .

where are meds
when.
why not.
pain. mental. and.
him,
me.
us.
she.
the only word we have in common is
fuck.
sometimes with the 'ed' part that makes it
an adjective.